The Perils Of Wanting - An Obedience Novel

    Ashenivir accompanies Rizeth to the surface on his ‘sabbatical’ trip, leaving behind the demands of his mother and the restrictions of the Arcanum. The two find themselves in Waterdeep, meeting new friends and old—friends with a better understanding of the dynamic between the two than most.

    With every passing day, Ashenivir’s feelings for Rizeth grow harder to ignore and, unbeknownst to him, Rizeth is also struggling with his desire to be close to his Ra’soltha in more than just the bedroom.

    But submission and romance do not work together, this Rizeth knows. Suffering in silence is far better than the alternative. And as for Ashenivir, how can he possibly tell his Master he’s in love with him, when clearly Rizeth doesn’t feel the same?

The Perils of Wanting is the fourth part - and the first full-length novel - of my Obedience series. You can get the first three arcs of the series as a collected edition here. This story  features the following:

• Emotional slow burn (aka they take forever to realise their feelings but also they are having sex the entire time)
• Mutual pining
• A variety of BDSM scenarios and sex, including restraints, gags, spanking, impact play, and magical sex toys
• Bratting and teasing
• A sexy miscellany of Forgotten Realms and D&D headcanons
• Trans angst
• And, finally, at long last, eventually - a love confession. Trust me, it's worth it.

A note: Obedience is fanfiction in the sense that it's set in the Forgotten Realms, and references various bits of d&d lore, magic, and characters. No copyrighted characters appear in major roles in the story, though some are referenced by name as brief asides. The majority of this story takes place in the setting of Waterdeep, though a considerable amount of the lore has been filtered through my own headcanons. If you'd like to read it in its original context on AO3, you can always do so here.